Indecision Fracture

for 1200 days and nights I remained sleepless

only seemed to lie recounting in a dream that disappeared long ago

as hours grew to days grew to months grew to years

regretfully it appears that this dream was nothing

but a foregone conclusion

left to spend my waking days refuting the illusion

put my mind to rest and strengthen my will

display to me your fidelity and put my mind to rest

transparent walls that enclose (fracture)

separating us from the words of those

words untold never cease to repeat nothing superior

could I aspire to create